Today, I'm weird. Totally weird after heard a news.

I don't know whether anyone understand what I am trying to say, but once i pick up the call, knew the answer, my feeling is confuse and getting confuse.

At the afternoon I went to florist shop with Elvina to bought something. Went home took a nap then went to kiosk to collect stock. When I'm home I picked a call.

I'm feeling so down after I end the call. It's about we need to reopen the ex-member band for my primary school. I should feeling happy with it but I'm not. Yes, I should think that I need to proud of it because it was one of my affort in my past time. But now, I should more focus on my studies and to create my career, and not to organise this kind of thingy just to show SOMEONE ELSE. I hate the reason to reopen the band.

I'm sorry if my words are really hurt you so. Because it is so ridiculous. I'm not scolding anyone else in my blog and not insult anyone too.

and my friend, I know you're expect to reopen the band, I'm happy with it. But, I think is not the time for us to do this anymore. YS and me are going to study and have no much time to bother this and even people always no HEART to stay over. I'm very regret to promised you just now. I'm sorry. Because I really can't accept the reason! I can't make it! I'm SORRY!