a stupid weakness in Melody

I realized i got very stupid weakness on me.
- I dunno how to express my feelings to people
- I dunno how to explain and easily make people misunderstood about the situation
- Because I knew after I explained, I'll make more misunderstood between people and people so I choose to not explain
- And I never thought it needed to explain even it needs to explain. Argh

I'm such a big girl now. Actually I trying my best to cure it.
I still dunno how to manage these...
Why I never know how to manage it?
Maybe you will feel I'm quite a dumb girl, because I still dunno how to manage it.
And now, I made happen. A big happen....................

For those who are my friends, my family, people around me, my boyfriend, I'm the one who made misunderstood, please blame on me because everytime things were happened I choose to not explain.

Maybe in my parent's shoe, I still a little girl who get protected so much. That's why I'm too dependent.

I'm super duper hyper hate myself now.

From now on, I'll my best to explain ............... really.


But, I'm so appreciated that I leaved you.
Because I know, you made me never fall into you.

and you, are not my type at all.
and I wonder, why I am so fooled.

But I am not regret, because from now on I never trust on 这种人.
Don't google it if you dont understand, because I purposely to do so.


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