what the heck Critical Thinking.
I hard to understand this.

I'm suppose having movie with my friends,
but now i'm here and talk with my blog.
=(
actually i rejected them,
i really wanna go,
but my mom needs me help her for paint the gate.
i still need to continue tomorrow.
uh.

I don't like to sing recently,
because i sing with no feeling. shit
but i sing twice in a week with friends, just for fun.

today i learned to play POOL in college,
it is so easy. :D

why people can play piano as well but i can't ?
why people can learn piano or music since they were kids but i can't ?
why i need to do guy's work to paint the gate?
why the guy in my house don't need to paint it ?
only me and my dad paint at the gate in stupid time.
is that i'm not girlish enough ?
I'm not a boy-ish girl but i may have a boy-ish personality. cannot ?


This is unfair AT ALL.

maybe you can feel that I'm unhappy.

goodnite.