moody monday

i also dunno why im moody today..
maybe sleep not so much yesterday..
maybe somebody adviced me dont work after SPM..
why im unhappy?
im unhappy bcoz i cant did the best that you all asked me to do..
today i had my lunch..
omg.. the egg.. with the something cucumber that i afraid of it..
unhappy + afraid of the cucumber fried egg + sad = heart's crying!!

how come i cant do the best in my office?
who can tell me pls..
is that i really 18 then really cant do the best?!
i tried .. why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate this saturday exam.. that made me have to applied leaved and wasted my time spend to the exam.. =.=''

no one are perfect..
that's y ..

supposed say sorry to my sifu?
is that i made him postpone all the things?
sorry.. =.=
today smiled also got no energy..
my monday have fake smiled =.=

i wish i couldnt have fake smiled anymore...
i want smile from my HEART..
i wanna do my work from my HEART
let all my friends know that im using my HEART to treat everyone..