a stupid weakness in Melody

I realized i got very stupid weakness on me.
- I dunno how to express my feelings to people
- I dunno how to explain and easily make people misunderstood about the situation
- Because I knew after I explained, I'll make more misunderstood between people and people so I choose to not explain
- And I never thought it needed to explain even it needs to explain. Argh

I'm such a big girl now. Actually I trying my best to cure it.
I still dunno how to manage these...
Why I never know how to manage it?
Maybe you will feel I'm quite a dumb girl, because I still dunno how to manage it.
And now, I made happen. A big happen....................

For those who are my friends, my family, people around me, my boyfriend, I'm the one who made misunderstood, please blame on me because everytime things were happened I choose to not explain.

Maybe in my parent's shoe, I still a little girl who get protected so much. That's why I'm too dependent.

I'm super duper hyper hate myself now.

From now on, I'll my best to explain ............... really.


But, I'm so appreciated that I leaved you.
Because I know, you made me never fall into you.

and you, are not my type at all.
and I wonder, why I am so fooled.

But I am not regret, because from now on I never trust on 这种人.
Don't google it if you dont understand, because I purposely to do so.


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我写Blog有错啊 ？

I found my pendrive! yay

so lucky I found my old pendrive!

I miss you so much!

Do you know where I found it?

dare you don't believe it. haha

at first I thought I lost it in my college computer lab,

it's about 3 months ago, Kingston blue pendrive I bought during PC FAIR 2008.

after I lost, I bought exactly the same to replace it.

But today, after sent my sis's dinner cloth at Andalas, I saw something shinning in my car which is nearby the button seat belt. OMG I spent half an hour to get it out. And my pendrive was there!!!!

and the most dumb thing is, it is with me everyday and everywhere and I dunno it was there. =.=''



anyway,
I'm so happy!! yay!

Means, I have two pendrive, same model same colour. duh

Alvin Yap's birthday celebration

I should do this posted long time ago but now I only got the mood to done it. hehe.. sorry :|

For Alvin's birthday celebration, Penny plans to make some DIY stuff.. means, we need to do something special that made by us. wow! We decided to bake mini cake balls for him.

so we did in Chris's house, because he has the completed equipment to bake. :)

I thought Penny has baked before so I took my sweet time to have dinner at home then headed to Chris's house.

When I reached there, they just started baked the first step. Gosh meanst we have done it asap because it was late (9pm+)

this is what we did :P

Dirty hands~ XD

Alvin's special cake

our DIY mini cake balls ~ nice right?

have a bite on ur monitor lah :P

Okay the next day after our maths replacement class we headed to Bukit Cahaya to had fun and made a surprise to Alvin.

Neo, Chris, Penny, Yee Han

choosing our  bicycle

Unfortunately there was rain, so we found somewhere and hide the rain first.

me and my friends :)

A tired ride. =.=

but we still had some photos

lol, funny one.

ok the next step, to prepare Alvin's surprise. hehe

Love shape. nice right?

wanna take a try? :P

the birthday king.. hehe

Happy Birthday to Alvin ! :)

I'm ready

hi,

thanks to reminded me.
to be honest,
I like to read your blog.



#I really don't know myself.#

" oh well, this is all depends on the fate and destiny
timing just did not come at the right time

to be in a relationship
the timing, the fate, the destiny and also the feeling must be at the right time
then only 2 love birds will be together "

Melody is in Penang for a day

Hello world ! :)
I'm in Penang now to send my sister wedding invitation cards.
we started at 4am from my house and we reach here by 12pm, it's super super jam here...

I don't like traffic jam (i bet no one will like it too)


Okay guys,
to Islam people,

Selamat Hari Raya ! :D

两种人生

I received an email from Grayson. It's a good article, about two men in two different life. Enjoy :)

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
   他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
   她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
   她：“去接杯水。”
   他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
   她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
   他：“改天吧！”
   她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去

   看球了啊。”
   她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
   他：“怎么不高兴了？”
   她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
   他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
   她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
   他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
   她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

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A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
   她：“几点回家？”
   他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
   九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
   他：“十点。肯定回家。”
   十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
   后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
   她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
   他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
   快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
  他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
  她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
  他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
   他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
   她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
   他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
   回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
   回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:他说：“你是最好的。”
   她问：“我哪好？”
   他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
   她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
   她：“我哪好？”
   他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地  狱！”
   她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。
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09092009 - National Building Event

090909 - once in a 100 year.
my college has a event which is national building event.
we sang a national song and Negaraku.
omg I've been didn't sing Negaraku two years ago!! LOL.
It is a memorable event in my life, because I never attend such event before, sing a song to our country.
It suddenly makes me missing of my choir life even I joined it for 3 months only.

surprisingly Ruby requested to have a photo with me. LOL

Photo: Ruby, Melody, Wai Mun

The 3 men I ever met in foundation programme♥

I believe that there's alot of good men around me. lol
Let's talk about my best friends in college..

YH,

I can talk with him alot..
we talked everything.
I love to talk with him because I could learn something.
When I need some help for study he is the first one who willing come over and teach me. If I can't understand he could find another way to made me clearly know about it.
He makes me know that what's important to have plenty of friends in life and he is really good.
He's not stubborn, but you can't believe that he could teach me how to style my hair and ask me how to wear better to make my own image. LOL
Although sometimes he may made some rude too but I do not hestitate that he is a very good man.
He loves friends.
Thanks alot ♥

Grayson,

Sometimes he may hurts me accidently,
but I knew that what he did just wants me to get better.
He talked alot, but we're not talk that much during class, but after class I could started make jokes with him. He makes me know that what's really important with family.
He is always the one who nagging for back home after class and missing home once he's not around with family.
He loves family.

Alvin Yap,

My journey companion to go college everyday. He is not the first friend I knew in college but he is the one who talk alot when I'm bored. I'm a purely girl who is totally has no idea about cars but I could understand when he is describing about it. Sometimes all of us are talkng 'sports cars', they're interested about it. for girls, we like 'houses' in good condition. lol
We might share some knowledge with each other. But I can know that he very take care of his friends, and family.
From him, I learned how to be patient. (to be honest)
The best man I ever met in college. I dunno how to say. haha


Hey men,
Thanks for being my friend. =)

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1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
--- Melody She's Born With It, Maybe It's Melody

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
--- Once you Pop, You Can't Stop Melody

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
--- What Would you Do For A Favor for Melody?

4. How would you answer a booty call?
--- The Coolest Melody On Ice

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
--- Live in Your Melody, Play in Ours.

6. To someone you dislike?
--- Change your Whole Melody. (I like it !)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
--- Spreads Straight from the Melody.

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
--- Clunk Click, Every Melody.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
--- Break Me Off a Piece of That Melody.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
--- If You Like A Lot of Chocolate on Your Melody, Say Love Melody ! (LOL)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
--- The Man From Melody, He says 'Yes' (O.O!!!)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
--- It's NOT TV. It's Melody.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
--- Schhhh... You Know Melody.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
--- Puts the Melody in Britain.

15. Your last words before you die...
--- Is It Live, Or Is It Melody.

16. Your message to a special someone..
--- I'm Only Here For The Melody.

17. Title of this post will be...
--- We're Serious About Melody. (Chio Man. lol)

幸福 ≠ 快乐 ？

我在网站读了一篇文章，只是随便看看..

三个好友：雯雯，茜佩，和冰雅.

雯雯有一个非常爱他的男朋友，每天形影不离，直到有一天他们有了争执。
但他们经过了一番吵架之后，他们还是恢复原来的样子，甜甜蜜蜜。
可是他们经常为了一些小事而吵得非常不开心， 最后他们还是忘了它，变回原本甜蜜的样子.

当雯雯收到了一封男朋友的短讯，里头写着：

Dear, 我好想你哦... :)
我爱你 ♥

雯雯看了，觉得她很幸福，但是脸上的表情却是忧伤的。
茜佩和冰雅看了很奇怪，茜佩便问她：‘雯，你怎么啦？你应该是开心的啊，有一个这么好的男朋友每天疼你像个宝宝一样，你还不满足吗？’

‘没有啦，突然间我觉得我一点也不开心。每次我们为了一些小事就会吵架，最后也没说什么，也不知道是谁的错，我们就合好了。现在他发了这封短讯给我，我能感觉到我是一个幸福的女人，但是我一点也不快乐。’雯雯沉默的回答。

‘怎么可能，你们两个这么的甜蜜，你哪会对他没感觉呢？是不是你看上别的男孩呀？别骗我哦！’ 茜佩质疑地问雯雯。

‘没有！我发誓根本没有！别诬赖我！可是这个感觉真的很难解释。’ 雯雯生气的盯着茜佩。

‘或许你们经常吵架，你对他失去了信任。’ 冰雅冷冷地说。

此时雯雯却无话可说......

I read this from an online novel,
How do you think what's going on between Wen Wen and her boy friend?

If you were Wen Wen, what are you going to do?
Let it be?
Find solution to solve it?


I don't know.. It has no ending. ish